I woke up in a cold sweat
But how could I lose
Someone I’ve never had
I’ve always been there
Cried in your time of sorrow
Smiled in times of joy
Loved you all these years
Yet to you I am nothing
Like the black heavens
Unworthy of your gaze
I watch over you as you sleep
I take in your every breath
Wish I could touch you
And my silent heart
Whispers words I could never say…
Your love is a journey
To a land of nowhere
With no bright light ahead
To guide the way
I’m lost in you
I’m lost with you
I see the danger
But I refuse to be swayed
Even to love you from a distance
Even to remain non-existent
I want to fall for you
Fall into the depths…eternally
I’m tired of being alone
But can never let you go
I’m in chains of steel
Insane, disillusioned
The devil in you
Your charm and devious ways
Your smile steals my soul
Tempts me to succumb
Though I know I cannot hope
I can only fear
One day you’ll go away
Without even knowing my name
I will always be that girl
Outside looking in
And my silent heart
Whispers words I could never say…
