The stillness of the night reeks havoc in my head,
The stench of emptiness arouses nausea and conscious dread,
I seem to wait an eternity till morning creeps into my window,
And yet the sunlight only causes to burn me through and through,
I fear morning because it reminds me of the day I watched you leave,
I fear night because I drown in shadows and darkness is my only friend.
I said 'it's over', you said 'it's mutual', but it was just a lie,
You said 'goodbye', I said '…forever' and didn't want you to see me cry,
I held my breath, until my heartbeat ceased for a few painful seconds,
That felt like centuries, and I dropped to my knees the moment you were gone,
I prayed for strength, I prayed for comfort, I prayed to be set free,
But you had me chained to a past that begot a chain of misery…
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I write out of experience, out of fantasy, out of fear... Sometimes vengeful, sometimes doubtful, sometimes peaceful, but always passionate...
A mirror of thoughts, a reflection of memories, fact versus fiction, poetic yet without form, like endless ramblings in the mind, at different instances of the day...this is about life, about love, about people, about heart...
Faith: The Author
I write out of experience, out of fantasy, out of fear... Sometimes vengeful, sometimes doubtful, sometimes peaceful, but always passionate...
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